Hug project.

started Friday.

I'm going to get there.
Probably sunday I'll write my review.


as of right now, I'm going to have to say these are my top runners.
Ryan Melton....I think that's how you spell it.
Esaise Freeman....lunchbag.
Karl Mitchell....One of my favorites always.


All I have to say is, Girls, step up your gameeee.
lol.
And if you want to make it on my list, hug me really well!

i need you!

Suicide. What a crazy subject.

Now personally, I've never known anyone to commit suicide. I'm one of the few lucky ones I suppose. But I really just don't understand it in general. I wish to fully understand it.

Here is my views on suicide.

• I think it's sad if you feel so worthless that ending your life is the only option.

• I think it's selfish for someone to think that suicide will only affect them, and not anyone else. The sad thing is them not being able to fully experience what's out there, or let others experience them. The world has so much to offer, and you can offer so much to the world also, so why are you going to call it quits early. You're being unfair, and selfish to deprive the world.
• Why are you not wanting to live your life? There are so many people who wish they could just live a healthy life, terminally ill in hospitals all over, and you're just so quick to throw your life away.
• The most sad thing is not having people to make you feel wanted. Not having someone to stop you. Not having someone to make you want to live. These people exist. They thrive off the lives of others, and maybe you haven't met them yet, or you don't know they feel this way, but they're out there.

I feel bad for these people who feel this is only option. I hope I never lose the will to live, because I know i'll never commit suicide, I would feel too guilty, and would just deal with it.
But then again, who feels guilt after they're dead?

But this guy, he's different...

just about the most cliche statement known to the female mouth.
I don't understand what they mean by different.
Okay, so what are we at, 6 billion people in the world? And somehow girls think that find an "original." Uhhh, i find this highly unlikely. I think everyone is a little unique, but there is always going to be someone out there who is almost the exact same, as much as you try to deny it. How different can someone be anyway? And if he's so different, how did you manage to snatch that one?

Even if you don't think you can get anymore cliche than that, here comes the winner..."all guys are the same." Bull fuckin' shit dude. I know i just said that there is no originals really, but this statement is so degrading to males. Honestly, it's like sexism to me. Clumping all guys into one group saying that all they want is sex is such a lie. I can say I've met some of the sweetest guys ever, and that that is not their only motive. Sure, it may be one, but it's not every guys priority. I think I've actually met more girls who are like that then boys.

I hate grouping people up, as if they don't have a story. You can't clump up something as broad as a sex, and give it a huge title. It just doesn't work that way, and if you think about it mathmatically, the chances of getting all the males in the world to be the same, or have one thing they all have in common, is very little to none.

I've been slacking on writing, I know. I've been busy. but don't you worry, I have plenty of ideas I can just go on and on about.