Michael Berry. The Man. The Myth. The Legend

7/21/2009
4:46 PM
live love ride:
hi
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4:46 PM
Anna:
hi.
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4:46 PM
live love ride:
whats up
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4:46 PM
Anna:
Just got home from a day out with my mom.
I'm tired. lol
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4:52 PM
live love ride:
lol
what did u 2 do
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4:53 PM
Anna:
Shopping for stuffffff. I'm going to cheer camp tomorrow, so I had to get some stuff.
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4:53 PM
live love ride:
damn =)
thats hot
expecally when ur very pertty
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5:02 PM
live love ride:
dont wana talk
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5:07 PM
Anna:
Oh, sorry, I was talking with my mom.
ummmm, thanks?..
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5:07 PM
live love ride:
i just wana go crazy with cheerleaders
while they r in their uniform
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5:08 PM
Anna:
Hmmm. okay.
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5:09 PM
live love ride:
fuck them hard o fuck yay
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5:09 PM
Anna:
I'm unfomfortable.
bye.
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5:10 PM
live love ride:
what?
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5:11 PM
Anna:
uncomfortable***
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5:11 PM
live love ride:
dont u want it
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5:12 PM
Anna:
no. No i don't.
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5:14 PM
live love ride:
lol sorry i was in the mood XD
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5:15 PM
Anna:
bye.
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5:15 PM
live love ride:
why
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5:15 PM
Anna:
i'm uncomfortable.
I don't feel like talking.
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5:15 PM
live love ride:
what kinda cheerleader r u =/
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5:20 PM
live love ride:
anna
?
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5:35 PM
Anna:
I don't feel like talking.
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5:35 PM
live love ride:
rnt u a cheerleader tho
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5:36 PM
Anna:
Yes, but I don't feel like talking. Regardless of what activities I partisipate in, I still don't feel like talking.
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5:36 PM
live love ride:
to me or any1
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5:37 PM
Anna:
What does it matter? I don't feel like talking.
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5:37 PM
live love ride:
=/
im sorry
i just thought u were like that
becuz ur gona b a cheerleader
=/
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5:38 PM
Anna:
fuck off.
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5:38 PM
live love ride:
k



Well, i guess i wasn't warned that people were going to have a preconceived notion about me now....but seriously? I use to work with this guy. Before we worked together, he sent me a message on myspace about 3 or 4 months prior, and called me a border hopper, and I didn't even know him. This was the first time that I had ever been racially discriminated against. Hell, I didn't even know people could tell i was half mexican. Cut me deep, but I decided, "hey, I work with this guy, I'm not going to shun him for the rest of his life, it's not my nature. I'll forgive him."
and now, he thinks we're friends and sends me IM's on Myspace like this.
Hey dude, YOU'RE IGNORANT AND FOLLOW STEREO TYPES WAY TOO MUCH. Get educated about the world around you.

For the record, I didn't think that people became cheerleaders to "do it" with some guy to help him live out his fantasy. If this is the case, don't include me in this statistic.

Braaaaa.

Okay, so when I was trying to get hot, there was one thing that guys told me hot girls had, and that was BIG TITS.
Well, we all no I lack in that department. So i started to ask them guys i asked about "enhancers" such as a water bra, wonder bra, and the push-up bra. Pretty much they told me it was a disappointment. Well, the other day I was shopping for a new bra or two, and I tried on a push-up. Can i just say, wow, it changed my life. I've never tried one on because what if I did and I liked it....well I did like it. Hmmm. Now, should I buy one, and make people think mine are perkier than they really are, or should I just be real?


Boooo! why am i faced with such STUPID questions.

You like me?

I don't understand when guys you don't really know say "Hey, I like you!"
Huuuuuuuuh?
Based on what? I think it's for all the wrong reasons if you like me based off of my looks, or how you would expect me to act, or whatever.


Now this may just be me, but I think Hey, no, you don't like ME...you may like something about me, but not me, personally, because how could you?

Ahhhh, dumb.

Unexpected.

So from the fall of my last relationship...I can't help but make jokes about myself, as I'm sure others do too. The most common phrase associated is "wow, I sure do know how to pick the winners." So with that, one can tell I'm not too pleased with how things played out with the last guys. So I decided to try something new.


The people who pass the most judgment when it comes to me is Hector and Taylor. My brother, and friend that's like a brother. Always telling me "what are you doing with that guy, you can do so much better" or "wow, he's gay." or "don't date him, you know what he wants." This doesn't make me too happy because they tell me all my choices are wrong. So from now on....well, at least for a while, THEY are picking out my new boyfriends/boys I date. Crazy? yes. However, the upsides to this are that they have really the best intentions in mind for me and if he turns out to be a total loser, than I can blame it all on them! jk, I wouldn't do that, but that is my next plan.

So here is their line up.
Jose, the guy in Hector's band that I occasionally talk to on the internet. Nice boy from what I can tell, but really I don't feel I know him, so yeahhhhh. I feel a date with him would be awkward since we don't like, hang out....ever.

Then Frank. So Frank is actually an exboyfriend's brother. Also a nice guy, and I know him pretty well, but I don't feel we'd be a great couple. Interesting is what I would call it. He's a wonderful friend, and says I'm hot, but yeaaaaaah, still my ex's little brother.

So hector gives it to me like this "Jose will be nice to you and treat you right. Frankie, well, he would treat you right, but with profanities involved like 'hey bitch, get your fine ass over here' so you chose which you would like"

So this is what I did. I told Jose about what was going on and how these two have actually been wanting me to ask him out on a date for about 5 months now...and he said he would hang out with me, and we'll tell everyone it's a date.


Shhhhh, it's a secret.

I win.

only one side of my face is swollen...and my bottom lip.


I can't smile. at all right now because it makes me bleed.
BUTTT, I'm going to have to say, I took it like a bad ass and it doesn't really bother me.

anyway, after coming out of the anesthetics, I was a little loopy. I don't remember walking to my car. I don't remember really talking to anyone except saying, that wasn't so bad. And apparently, every time I saw my dad, I kept pointing to where my IV was. When I got home, I tried to blog about it, BUT fell asleep while trying to get on 4 times, so I went to lay down. When my parents asked me what flavor Ice cream I wanted, Vanilla or Chocolate, I said both. figures.


so for those of you who need to get your wisdom teeth taken out, it isn't so bad.

Tomorrow.

wisdom teeth are getting pulled.


ouchie, right?
well, all I have to say is I'll be sure to tell you how it goes. I've never been put under before. It's going to be weird. I hope I don't feel too bad, since I have work the next day.

Moping around.

What does it accomplish? Nothing. I spent yesterday moping around because my best friend, or so I call him, left me, ditched me, right after we made plans. So what do I do, mope. I laid in bed. I text people. And I listened to sad music.

So i'm here today, wondering...what was that for? I did it all for nothing. It wasn't going to make him sorry. It wasn't going to make me feel any less sad. And it also didn't help me in any way feel like he was any more my "best friend".


siiiiick. I wasted a day, well, night, making things worse, because when my brother gets back from hanging out with my best friend, he goes and hangs out with MY OTHER REALLY GOOD FRIEND....I was just about to text her to ask if she wanted to get deny's, and then that plan crumbles before I can set it.


While moping, I wondered, is this what it's going to be like next year? I'm so isolated because the people who I find to be important to me don't approve of anyone else, so they're all I have, and when they're not feeling like being with me, i have nothing. I hope not. I'm afraid of losing what I have right now, my friendships, however, I don't think the other end feels exactly the same.

I feel unconnected to everyone right now. I need, just as anyone else, a good friend. A solid friend. Or solid friends. A pick me up.

is this why imaginary friends were invented? The only people you find you can depend on are the ones made up in your mind? Sounds like a pretty sweet deal to me. They're exactly what you want and always there when you want them to be.

Origin of imaginary friends? Undependable people.