One of those moments...

when I just look back and ask myself...
"what the hell was I thinking?"


Right now I'm looking at two things.
why did I even bother?
and
Why didn't I just do it?


well, life is weird, and I do the things I shouldn't, and don't do the things I should.

i'm hoping next year will be spent pursuing more of the things that I know I should, and less of the things that I know I shouldn't.

as for right now though...
What the hell was I thinking with THAT guy?
he's not even cute or cool or really interesting to me.
wow, how lame.