Decision MADE (kinda)

So I know what I must do.


and it may make no sense to anyone else.
In fact, when I think about it, it may not make any sense at all.
I could very well be regretting my actions.
However, I think it's probably the best option.


I literally think I'm messing up.
but I keep thinking that it's going to be okay.
I know a week from not, I'm probably going to say, "dude, I wish I wouldn't have been so irrational" but here I am, still planning on it being my next move.


can I just say, I'm weird. My thought process isn't right. My wants don't match up with logic, or anything really. I'm thinking this will get quite interesting.